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Sunday, April 29, 2007

3:47 AM

once saved always saved?true or false?simple question it may seem but trust me it is not.a question which would evoke a great deal of emotions and raise many sub questions.so is once saved always saved?well on that note i feel that it is pretty subjective.how screwed i feel that my articulation is screwing up on me.damn.this is getting beyond irritating.i want to go drinking yet again.but no one wants to go with me.the horror.im losing all my friends!shit.i just realised that nowhere sells my lighter.rubbish.it's going to be may.how time flies.which is bad.i have yet to enjoy my so called "down" time as yet.damn i wished i did not vetoed what buttercup told me that day.she is so right.i miss her now.shit.it's funny how im closer to jc people than my poly mates.strange but true.all the best to all university kids.be free to scream tomorrow.school from 9-9 tomorrow.2lectures,2tutorials and APEL.someone please just shoot me right now.i miss my homies.someone please drag them to me right now.tonight's ryan's army thingy.look out for that folks.australia won.sri lanka - go home (:

consume my soul

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, April 28, 2007

9:53 AM

if my love were a blanket and you were trapped in antarctica,it wld you keep you so warm that
you wld sweat and if my love were aerosol cans there would be no ozone layer or theres always
if my love were a guitar amp and you had it turned to volume lvl one, your ears would bleed or how about if my love were nuclear weaponry and someone pressed the red button the whole world would explode into tiny hearts does this all mean im crazy.

ok danielle just sent me that i she is so scaring me right now.i want my harry's date yet no one is responding.i just suddenly have this sudden craving for harry's and more harry's.i dont get how my parents would always travel all the way to swissotel just to eat prata when there are many prata stores behind my house.drama is starting to get stanger by the lesson.people are overtly happy and jumpy all the time while i am usually feeling unusually emo or neutral.i wonder why.has my youthful happiness faded away?next lesson a bottle of red wine and a packet of cigarettes.cabernet sauvignon.the taste of utter bliss and a moment of sheer joy and total happiness.talk about sheer simplicity.i am easily pleaseable.i need to finish reading a book.or so that is expected.a short prose full of emotions and thoughts that are easily expressable.the thoughts of getting a distinction.what a joy and what a dream.trinity in september.which accouts to numerous practices very very soon.my best friends seemingly seem so near yet so far away.whatever happened to our weekly meetups and conference sessions.i miss them so much.is it just me or is it true that everybody changes alot once they finish secondary education.on that note.i really hope not.

every torment comes an end

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, April 27, 2007

9:21 PM

i watch the world pass me by, knowing that time will not stop for me

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, April 26, 2007

8:39 PM

earshot yesterday.pretty good food and great chillout joint.reason being there's almost no one there.sweet.no school today and tomorrow.how nice but ive training later at 6pm.training is a good but tiring way to lose weight.damn.it's been two weeks since i bought my book and im only at chapter four.call me a bloody slow reader and harry potter's trailer is out.yay!i need to watch more movies.everyone says that i watch way too little movies and telly.yes like i said i am becoming a boring person.

meet oscar jacques wong

aint he the cutest (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

1:45 AM

im getting the hang of heading for lectures and not being so called "spoon-fed".i still need to be more sociable.school from 9-6 on monday.talk about hell.tennis is the sex and it's my cca.though i really hate physicals.aaron asked me what happened to my no sweating rule.well sweetie it's all about keeping fit for me now.yay.ive been telling myself lately that i seriously have to grow up.enough old school cartoons for me.it is "ahem"s fault.heh.i wish that i am currently on holiday soaking up the sun in phuket.but sadly im not.i need to add more zest to my life.found out who bryan was today.shall say hi to him soon.textbooks are so bloody ex.i think im going to go broke soon.i need to find nice people to chill out with.who's up for that.my chill out buddies has appeared to have stopped liking to chill out.damn.wooden pencils are nice.i found a great deal of three of 30cents.yay.im hoping to get another phone.anyone willing to get one for me.everyone's brthdays are coming soon darn.talk about going broke.anyone knows a nice place which sells nothing but martinis.i believe that smoking is good.you contribute to singapore's tax economy and thus singapore becomes a progressive market.everyone should start smoking today (:

women need a reason to have sex. men just need a place

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, April 23, 2007

1:43 AM

first day having the first lecture of the first semester in my new school.talk about three straight hours of lecture.though it was kinda dry i must say it was technically kinda interesting too in a sense.yes im trying to psycho myself into loving my new school.as jac said welcome to school life once more.yes i feel so welcomed indeed.at least there's no tutorials throughout this week which means that i have no school on thursday and friday.sweeet.i want to get a new laptop.mac here i come babyy.i wonder what will lecture be like tomorrow?i cant believe that my lecturer remembers my name.graphic desgining currently just seems so scarily cool.im worried about what's next to come.more textbooks i suppose?tennis tomorrow.heard it's going to be hell with that physical.jessica's physical level - dead zero.busted.im becoming a boring person.or so some of my friends say.im starting to dig ancient war history.talk about how warped up i am becoming.this is bad.karaoke tonight.but had to back out as mummy dearest wants to have dinner with me.i just bought at $48 book.talk about regret.im broke.ryan's having tennis match tonight.you go boy!yay!trash them please (: im starting to like old school cartoons all over again.ahhhh it's all your fault (this is referring to that particular person) jessica you so have to start growing up.more photos courtesy of jac.everybody say yay!YAY!

jac babyyy (:

it's all about camera angles

this aint no camera trick

1co2

cmm

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, April 22, 2007

2:51 AM

lectures starts tomorrow.2 lectures and 1 tutorial.from 9 - 1 how short.owells.everyone's telling me to be more sociable.yay.i shall try.tennis yesterday.heard that training's going to be like hell on tuesday.save me someone please.monte carlo finals - federer vs nadal i think nadal might win as he dominates the clay courts.but then again we shall see.i should be happier that i am in cmm but shit my sense of joy has disappeared somehow.i wonder why?this sucks.shopping yesterday.did not buy much only like two tops?dinner at red white and pure.detoxification all the way.the prettiest herb ever created?pearl powder.talk about something which looks and tastes good and actually helps in thy complexion.just got my stationary but i dont have a pencil case.how perfect.we shall just see what happens tomorrow then.anyone wanna go for dinner with me?i am craving for something yummy.i wonder why are my jeans attracting so much attention lately.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, April 20, 2007

3:15 AM

orientation - averagish.well though technically it was not as bad as i had expected it to be.i swear you should have so seen how happy i was when i realised that melanie and huiyee were in my course and that mel's in my class.talk about happiness.class wise i must say that it's not the happiest but then again i suppose i can live with it.a year with this 20 people before we switch next year that is then again if we were to ever switch.owells.yes people i survived orientation with two friends.HAHAHA.two friends whom i have known since secondary school and one even since primary school.how sweet.pity that huiyee's not in my class though otherwise things would be sweeter.business guys - heard they were hot.but when your there and when you actually see them they are so not.ok maybe not my batch and maybe just a certain handfull.the rest - total blahh.cmm?none.pity.clifford yap's my care person.i bet nicole will so laugh her head off when she hears this.talk about bad karma.but then again we shall see.hopefully this will mean a more leniant marking during term time.lectures starts on monday.hope all goes well.it should and it will go well.tennis has becomed a way of life.how nice.2.4km jogs lovely.yesterday was effing good.compliments of the chef at golden peony.a sexy 6 course meal which resulted in a gastronomical experience.seerweed.

dumbest quote of the day: jessica come find me im wearing the applied science tee shirt with shorts and shoes - vann.

isnt everyone in your school wearing such sweetie???heh (: (: (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

5:23 AM

yay thank you danielle.i totally love it.damn that girl's talented (: (: (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

7:46 AM

yay i finally got my pictures.thanks jac!though i so look like crap.the horror.anyway first training with tp tennis.it was effing good.i thought i would suck but guess what everything went well.thank GOD.woots.plus there's some pretty hot guys too which is yet another plus point.ok now pray hard that my course would have beautiful people.alright one more day of being free before school starts.it's a bittersweet feeling.owells.good food on thursday.everybody come and say YAY!

forbidden city's 2nd anniversay (: (: (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, April 15, 2007

7:59 PM

ok done with my attachment but now you have completely no idea on how dang bored i am at home.seriously i think i am having withdrawal symptoms from having not enough things to do.ahhh the horror.anyway school is starting soon though excited i am as im certain my course will be fun i do not know ANYONE in my new school.ok well if you came from like affliated school when you were in primary and secondary school well then you will get the rough idea.ok everyone thinks that my first week is going to be hell as i am supposedly "antisocial" yes so tell me about it.anyway will be starting training with tp tennis tomorrow.i still think i suck.heh well firstly that's because i have not played tennis for like over a year AND my physical level i think is like minus zero?and like hello we're like talking about me training with an award winning team down here.damn i sure dont hope ill end up humiliating myself tomorrow.ahhh the horror.anyway i seriously need something to do right now.im DEAD BORED.

yay the poster in church!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, April 01, 2007

10:31 AM

school will be starting really soon for me.the thought of it is just so scary as somehow you just do not know what to expect.the idea of just being in a completely new environment without a clue on who the heck would your new found classmates be and all.it's just like starting primary one all over again.though technically yea i totally cannot recall what the feeling was like then but yes i am just certain that it was not good.otherwise why are primary ones known for crying on their first day of school though yes i did not cry for the record.but still it is just pretty freaky.i hate it whenever i am just out vulnerable to all.where i am outside my comfort zone with no friends to rely on.ok call me immature or what not now but i am just certain that any normal person would feel the same way too.i dread the start of poly life even though i know that i am so going to love my course.however i do not want to leave my current attachment with all the lovely people,colleagues and all.i so would not have been able to mature to what i am right now today.it is also through this that i have learnt like your idea of ALOT and gained the exposure required for me in order to succeed in my future.i wish starting a fresh in school would do me good though.no more long hours of punishment and stuff like that.it's time for me to ditch all my previous hardcore partying and for once try to live the life of a nerd devoting every waking moment studying and just simply trying to achieve something for once for myself in the near future.i really regret my secondary school life somehow.there are so many things which i would love to change well not only in my school life that is but in many more other aspects of my life.i suppose if i do such maybe things would turn out slightly better for me than it is right now.perhaps people would just respect me a little bit more.but then again that was my past so hopefully i can be better once my new term starts.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;